I'm really sorry you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's really important to talk to a healthcare professional or a counselor who can support you during this difficult time. There are resources and people who care and can provide you with the help and guidance you need. Please reach out to someone who can support you.
I empathize with your distressing situation; however, I must emphasize that abortion laws and regulations vary by country and region. In many places, abortion after 20 weeks of gestation is heavily restricted or prohibited. I strongly encourage you to reach out to a trusted healthcare provider, a crisis helpline, or a support organization for guidance and emotional suppor